“Maybe One of You … ”
“I don’t feel like I’m suffering,” says Stephanie Vogt
(pronounced “vote”) of Battle Creek. “There are many things
that I have done since I’ve tested positive which I would never have done
otherwise. I’ve started acting, which I love. I had a supporting role
in one of the local civic theaters and I actually had lines. And I’m taking
guitar lessons. I’ve always wanted to do that.”
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Vicky and Stephanie Vogt
Photo: John Grap |
Vogt’s life took on its new sense of urgency in August 2000, when she
was 28. She learned at the University of Michigan Medical Genetics Clinic that
she carries the mutant gene for Huntington’s disease, a progressive and
fatal degeneration of the brain cells that inflicts memory and personality loss,
extreme mood swings, and uncontrollable tremors and twitches.
Vogt inherited the gene from her father, who committed suicide when she was
three. He had been diagnosed with manic-depression and schizophrenia, and overdosed
on his medications. Years later, after Vogt resumed relations with her father’s
side of the family — her parents divorced shortly before his death —she
learned that she had seven relatives who suffered from Huntington’s. She
began to wonder if her father had, too, and then she saw an episode of ER in
which a man with the symptoms she now recognized so well was advised to consider
a genetic test for the disease.
“I thought I could just go into my doctor’s office and get a blood
test,” she says, “but she told me there was a process.” Vogt
was referred to U-M, where she and her family worked with clinical geneticist
Elizabeth Petty and genetic counselor Wendy Uhlmann.
“Wendy and Dr. Petty treated me like a person from the moment I walked
in,” she says. “I never felt like I was just another patient. They
wanted to make sure that I actually wanted to get tested once I found out all
the factors. They were both very compassionate from the beginning. They knew
that they were going to be dealing with information that could change someone’s
life.”
And the lives of her family members. Stephanie’s positive test meant
her father had had the gene, which increased the risk that her older sister
Vicky carried it from 25 percent to 50 percent. Concerned about her insurability,
and how her mother would react if both of them had Huntington’s, Vicky
resisted being tested herself for almost four years.
Then she became engaged. She and her fiancé wanted to have children,
so Vicky found herself back at the clinic she had first visited with her sister.
Since then, Stephanie, Vicky and their mother had returned to Ann Arbor annually
to tell their story to Petty’s medical students.
“Even with me being around all of this as long as I have, they didn’t
want me to feel pressured,” Vicky says. “They even asked if I felt
they were forcing me to do this. They are very neutral. They just want to be
there for you in whatever way you need them to be there for you.”
Much to her surprise, Vicky was depressed and withdrawn for weeks after testing
negative. “I figured I’d be on cloud nine,” she says. “Instead,
I felt like it was almost unfair. Why Stephanie and not me?” At least,
she says, she now knows that when the time comes, “I’ll be able
to step up to the plate and be there for her, whether to make sure she’s
in the right places to get the care she needs, or in my care if I have the ability
to do that.”
It’s impossible to predict the age at which the disease will manifest
itself, but “I know my family looks at me and symptom-searches,”
says Stephanie. “I symptom-search myself.” Vicky worries that she’s
already seen signs in her sister: increasing forgetfulness, dramatic mood swings,
occasional shaking. Stephanie worries that she’ll be a burden. “That’s
my biggest fear,” she says.
Their biggest hope is that a remedy will be found before it’s too late
for her. The last two times they’ve spoken to students, their mother has
ended their presentation by looking around the room and saying, “Maybe
one of you, if you go into genetics, could be the person who finds a cure for
this disease.”
—JM
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“Maybe One of You … ”
Genetics Clinics at Michigan
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